In 2019 I am going to do things out of my comfort zone.
I want to move forward and grow as an adult
I want to do something I find scary every day and overcome that fear
I want to have conversations with everyone and learn their story and their life and their family and just show love.
The biggest thing in January for me was not only turning 36 but going to an event that I haven’t been to for a couple years and also put myself in front of the camera again as a model. Not many people know but I always suffering with illness and pain. I have a few autoimmune conditions which can make anybody crazy. Yet the worst does make me gain weight and as a model that can be tough. I also realize I’m 36 and not going to be America’s Next Top Model and I just appreciate anyone who wants to still take a picture of me. Going to this event was special as I had an opportunity to shoot with a photographer and carry out a concept with a good friend of mine. I created two beautiful hats which we will start selling those on the site here and put together some conceptual ideas for outfits.
Everything ended up in the right place and I felt very amazing for how I looked. Now I do not come in saying I am a tiny girl by all means I have started a new Journey here in December where I signed up for a health coach and a gym. I have also put myself on a juice cleanse which I will try to continue every other month until I get myself detox and feeling amazing completely again. This is very big for me, it was huge to show my body as is, even though I still don’t like it. I put myself out there and had fun putting some amazing pieces together, made some beautiful hats and I think there was a couple of those shots I might have even made the photographer happy. It was a great day to say the least and very uplifting for me. Thank you all who were involved.
I want you to know that we are all going through something we may or may not show it so don’t ever take what you see on the surface to be with someone’s heart and I welcome you guys on my health journey this year and my healing journey this year and I look forward to positive change in hopefully everyone’s life.
Blessings to you. Love and Light.